conteng arang di muka sendiri :S

haha, this post is not what u think it is, this is nothing to do with self humiliation at all. ermm, yeah maybe a little humiliation, something like saying 'in your face'. hahaha. dah2, stop drama-ing. hehe

there's something about me that u guys do not know yet, (ok,actually a lot), and i cant wait to introduce them to u. :) ok, kite start dgn perkara pertama. aku sukeeeeeee make-up muka sendiri. hahahha, yes, it sounds funny to some of u, but i have to admit that it was like a natural talent that i discovered since i was 15. haha, x la talent sgt, but aku suke make-up muka aku. gagagaga.

tapi selalunye mood main cosmetics ni jarang la timbul, since busy dgn keje2 sekolah, mmg x la byk mase aku nk beautify myself. haha. mmg jarang la aku ckp kat korang. dulu time sekola, kalau ade dinner pape, aku sukeee touch up muke aku sendiri. eh, aku bukan nk show off yg aku ni hebat sgt make-up, in fact, aku terrible gile bab2 pakai foundation and paling fail sekali pakai blusher. hahahaha. but practice makes perfect kan. hoho, so aku yg selalu practise ni pon akhirnye berjaya gune a few tips while touch up a few parts kat muke. heee. :)

cara aku make up pon ikut mood gak sebenanye. hahaha, kalau aku tgh geram2, hancor gak la muke aku sbb aku main hentam je letak pape dgn perasaan marah tu. haha. satu lagi problem dgn hobi aku ni kan, lips aku ni allergic sikit dgn lipstick. :( so, aku hanye bole pakai brand tertentu je. susah betul bibir high maintenance ni kan.haha,boo. aku cume bole pakai vaseline and revlon je. kalau aku pakai silky girl or nivea, mmg crack abes. ops, too much detail. heee

simple but nice. (mood: tenang) haha,tenang la sgttt. :P

yes, da pandai pakai blusher. hee (mood: aku la cinderellaaaa. lol)

saya suke mata saya. :) mood : happy. wheee.

mood: serabut. glitter eyeliner bersepah-sepah. haha.

zaman eyeliner hitam je. lol (mood: emo ) haha

bersinar-sinar pipi sayaa. i likee. (mood: bahagia.)

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haha, tu je la kot salah satu contoh hasil make-up yg ikut mood tu.haih, kalau every emotion pon nk make-up susah la cmni kannn. sikit2 sudehhh. hahaha, sorry la kalau korang tgk mcm nk lempang ke ape muke aku ni kan, ni pon aku da cukup malu nk conteng arang kat muke sendiri. heee,peace. actually, tade la ade beza sgt setiap satu tu, cume expression aku je ikut mood. but still, pemilihan kaler tu penting. moody la mcmane sekalipon, nnt korang taw la nk pick kaler ape. hehe.

p/s: pls jgn kutuk saya. malu laaaa. heee.

summary of my march 2010

sorry blog. u've been left out for 3 weeks since my last post. huhu. i was just sooo busy with my f-ing pipeline project. luckily i didnt have to be interviewed. wheee. hmm, actually ade je rase nak write something for past 3 weeks tu, cume time tu lost of words and bile da mengadap laptop je, mood nak tulis something kat blog terus hilang. haha. 

btw, now pon da 4th april, so, i guess it would be nice if i sum up the incidents of my life for last month, march. :)

well, week 3 of uni was going well for me. after having a heavy week, i can revive again. :) alhamdullilah. but ade je crisis lain, cume time tu i didnt take it seriously. because that crisis does not involve me sangat. so, sepanjang week 3 aku cume 'be cool' je la.dont even give a damn pasal problem lain. janji aku rase tenang belaja kat class. :)

then bile masuk week 4, the ignored problem da start tunjuk belang. i thought time will heal it, tapi bile da nak masuk seminggu x setel2 lagi, aku jadi bengang. hmm. luckily homework and lab work yg byk buat aku busy and x fikir sgt pasal ni. oh maybe korang wondering problem ape ni kan? lupe pulak nak bagi clue. problem ni tade kaitan dgn perasaan jiwa rage emosi gile segala k, and mahupon individu tertentu. tapi ni pasal rumah. haih. i dont know this thing goes on and on and on. :| ingatkan akan ok, tapi still. and aku yg tgh be cool last week da x bole da cool2. huhu. pls la jgn macam2. and that weekend i had group meeting at uni at 9 am. marah sikit la sbb org yg suggest tu x dtg. actually now pon marah kat die sbb bole x nak kutuk group member kat fb? helloo. fb tu sangat public. aku x terase sbb aku taw die nak cakap pasal sape. but the way she expressed her dissatisfaction tu totally wrong, sbb depan org yg die kate useless kat fb tu bukan main baik. i thought australian is friendly and no hard feelings sgt, but actually same je dgn org melayu. kutuk x bertempat. isk3. shame on u. 

then week 5 pon dtg, and this week aku sedih sikit pasal sorang kawan aku, sbb kecewa dgn sifat die yg selfish. dulu berjanji bagi nak rak, tapi end up die buat decision sendiri. wuttaf? this is unfair to me and the rest. selame ni aku bagi muke je kat die, tapi mcm ni pulak die buat. walaupon reason die bagus cmne pon, but aku pon ade principle gak. sbb die da berjanji and mcm bagi harapan je kat kitorang. isk3. sedih2. :( 

fuhh, report da siap! yay. so x payah susah2 nak stay up and pegi group meeting lagi. but nanti ade project baru coming soon. erhh :| 

week 6 ni easter break. hurray! but aku hari rabu last week da declare holiday. haha. khamis tu x pegi class. hoho. but it's orite sbb dgn adenye web ct, sume jadi mudah :) haih, actually past 3 weeks tade la hal besar sgt terjadi, cume feelings aku je yg berubah2. normal la kan. baru la hidup pon x hambar sbb ade je feeling yg kite develop day by day. :) but jgn la jadi emotional sgt about something, besides not good for health, it's also buat problem tu jadi worst. kite chill je. but chill sgt pon x bole gak, nnt jadi mcm aku. haha. be cool silap2 the problem tu da crossed the line. haha. yang penting kite rational everytime ade problem and mixed feelings yg bukan2. barula hidup tenang harmoni. :)

ok la kawan2, da nak pukul 3 pagi, daylight saving pon da nak abes.. kena tolak 1 hour kat sydney. :) esok pon aku nak pegi easter show, isnin pegi newcastle pulak. meaning kite x berjumpe for a few days la. huhu.

so, goodnight. and happy easter! :D