let me cut the crap, at the moment, i'm so jaded with the readings. this study week makes me tired and restless eventho that's not much studying compared to sleeping, i reckon. haha. time2 study week ni la sangat menguji emosi and mental sbb u are by urself arranging what to do and when to do it. believe me, i dont even trust myself when it comes to arrange and manage a perfect study week. haha. they said, it's not u and it's not me, it's the weather. haha, nice sekarang salahkan weather punca x bole study. haha. sejuk sangat la hai. rase mcm nak study bawak selimut je. tapi nnt tido pulak. :|
meja study yang bersepah sangat menggalakkan study di bawah selimut. haha
so, i decided to make a study list with hope that i can follow the tentative everyday. hoho. ha! ni la masalah aku, bile da ade jadual, sukaaa ambik mudahhh. what i meant by ambil mudah is,, suka procrastinate something. sebab aku pk, 'hahaha,tape, sehari ade 24 jam, 8 jam kemudian bole study lagi'. bole x? isk3. padahal, tido kalah baby. fml.
things to be done! :0 kan best kalau ade paper clip 'DONE' lol
because i know myself better than anyone else, so i started drinking at night. it makes me feel so damn good. high sometimes? hahah. eh lupe nak mention. it's nescafe. heee :P but nescafe is not good for health, but decaf coffee is damn x sedappp! redbull pulak is too strong and buat aku pening kepala kalau consume byk. huhu. tape la, aku pon da beli satu botol nescafe special edition untuk study week ni. hope it works la kan. *padahal da tinggal setengah botol aku gune. hahahaa :P
rindu study week kat kolej dgn najwa and sze luan. hari2 minum starbucks sampai mabuk. haha
and for my memory enhancement pulak, aku terpakse mengambil supplement untuk otak. lately mcm lack of attention for my brain, so to be fair, i eat this supplement with hope that it cleanse my inner body and strengthen my memory. tapi i believe, membace alquran itu lagi indah diamalkan untuk menguatkan otak kite. :) betul x kwn2? to be honest, aku ni solat da la nk cepat je, kadang2 tu asyik lupe nak bace quran. isk3. rase mcm nak tampal kat dahi je reminder suruh bace quran lepas solat. huhu. insyaallah akan buat. :)
makanan otak. :P
satu lagi benda yg paleng x disukai ketika study week is, emo-ing. gosh. mak kate, jgn pk benda lain, study je elok2. huhu. tapi aku ni kan perempuan, mesti la ade PMS. hahaha, now salahkan PMS. so, untuk mengelakkan sebarang adegan emosial, aku haruslah meng-happy-kan diri sendiri dgn tidak melibatkan diri dgn sebarang masalah emosi tersebut. fuhh. tapi, happy sgt pon x best gak kan? haha. so-so je la. study, makan, tido, main fb, tengok glee!. makes life easier and not stressful :) setel lepas exam la ape2 problem pon. huhu
satu penampar kalau kacau aku study! hahaha,kidding. chilla bro ;)
sometimes when problem cant be handled, i need to take this chill pill. hoho
ok la, aku sebenarnye nak consume half an hour je untuk update blog ni. sebab waiting list to be studied byk lagi untuk today. huhu. bole pulak tadi makan kat Istanbul membuatkan baju-bajuan yg dipakai berbau seolah-olah kebab. sungguh tidak gemar, :( so, terpakse la mandi dahulu and study dgn tekun. :)
above all, i'm not an organized person but i can be one. by taking it easy and put unimportant things aside, oh lupe, solat and membace alquran, i hope i am blessed and tenang. to those whose having exam next week, i wish u guys a very good luck! lepas exam bole balik malaysiaaaaa! OH MYGODDDD CANT WAITTTT!
thanks for now. mode: zombie eyes. @.@

