it's just a house :)

 "uish, ni ke rumah aku nnt. scary gile kena masuk lalu belakang." kalau kat malaysia ni, mat ganja je la lepak backstreet mcm ni. tapi aku nnt kena lalu jln ni everyday just to get into the house, scary siot. " >.<

"hmm, not bad jugak la. bilik besar. ade hallway yo. bole buat catwalk setiap kali nk g toilet ni. hahaha."

"aiseh, ambulances paleng bising kat luar. and Malborough Hotel pon tanak kalah. every night ade org drunk sampai gaduh2 ke tgh jalan. epic gile. ahhh cmne nk study dgn aman ni" >.<

"alamak, ade jadual masak. bole ke aku masak sedap2 untuk diorang ni. setakat telur goreng tu pass la. kalau nak masak nasi tomato, nangis jugak la nnt. hmmm, baek aku tanye mak kalau nk masak ape2 yg best. what? mesra.net ade bagitau resepi? yezzza. i will survive then! peace "

After a year...

"ahhhhh stress nye shower curtain ni asyik nk jatuh je setiap kali mandi. kalau mandi sopan tape gak. naseb baek so far tade drama kat toilet lagi. hihi "

"weh2, kat luar ade orang gaduh. jom2 tengok. mak ai, pompuan tu baling heels die kat laki tu sampai kepale die berdarah. polis x buat kerja ke malam weekend ni. "

"hahaha, berderet2 kotak cereal kat dapur. everyday after makan nasi mesti makan cereal. ni semua sbb nestle's honey crunch corn flakes! :D"

"jom celebrate birthday die kat rumah kite nak? :D bole beli barang birthday kat Newtown variety. hehe. pastu beli cake sara lee kat Franklin. hoho. aku ingat nk cari hadiah kat Octopus la. aku tau die kompem suke hadiah tu. hihihi"

"hish nak exam ni, x bole la main fb. aku nk deactivate la kejap. weh, jom main office nak kat living hall nak? hihi. bawak la barang kerja kau sekali, :P "

To the second year..

"ok, tukar roomate. hope everything will be alright later on. :) "

" newtown ade byk kedai baru laaaa. jom jalan2 newtown. sambil makan ice cream. om nom nom nom :P"

"yahoo! fridge baru! fridge besarr. and microwave tooo. hehehe. they complete me. tapi tv da rosak laaa. x dapat tgk the simpsons and neighbours cmni. hahaha"

" it's been decided. we have to split. i have to let go everything. huhu, kena house hunting segera!. but end up, semua duduk sini lagi. hahaha. epic fail. "

OMAIGOD. HOW I MISS THOSE DAYS AS GLORIA JEANS GIRL. 

I MISS THE PEOPLE IN IT AND I MISS WHAT HAPPENED IN IT. 

I MISS THE SURROUNDINGS, THE HECTIC SHOPS OUTSIDE AND YES, I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT HOUSE...SERIOUSLY. :( TILL WE MEET AGAIN, WHICH IS 'NEVER'... I'LL ALWAYS VISIT THE OLD PLACE LATER. ...XX

p/s : BUT IT'S JUST A HOUSE ANYWAYS. AND I HAVE TO MOVE ON TOO. :)

the backstreet. :)

the backdoor. no, the only door. haha

the people in it. 

the partayyy :P

gloria i misss youuu! >.<

reconstructing everything in me

i love holidays. coz i love writing some craps during holidays. lol yeahh. and usually the ideas come when i'm all alone and the emotions are fucked up with the moods. hell. this sounds like PMS. hahaha. nahh, nothing to do with PMS, this is just my shoutout.

well, i feel weird at the mo. everything is changing now. what i meant by everything is, my surroundings and how i manage to handle those situations. mostly involving the friends, the new place, the old place and the workplace. the relationship? well not that far i think. oh one more, the family. phew. 

at this age, i should have been exposed to many hard situations so that i would learn from mistakes and had the experience. so in the future, this thing will bear in my mind and i will be a very great adult. yeah.lol. u know what, i think those typical hard things are just bullshit sometimes. haha. i didnt deny it but i'd rather analyse the  reasons than just let it happens coz when it come to mistakes, people start to fingerpoint and being temporarily insane. there comes the 'sorry' and everything is fine. ha ha. funny and that is how ppl say, way of life. F.

no, i'm not angry at anyone or anything right now, hell, why should i have those feelings yeah? i'm good. and thanks to the friends who know me well and let me be myself to handle my own anger. i admit that i can be deeply emotional into something and ignorant at best. but honestly, this is so messed up. one by one it comes and goes. and leave me untitled. my expresion was like (+-+). maybe i was just tired. yeah i think. 

yes, i do think things too much sometimes, but what i think is not to complicate things, but to know the possibilities of things. possibility of what will happen next and when the truth should be revealed. hahaha. wow, i dont know that brain is so powerful and sexy, it controls every single thing i do and say yo.so, blame the brainn. (lame) lol 

i guess that's enough for this post, i believe u dont even understand the complex codes i was saying.lol. well, the title says it all. i am reconstructing myself. it's just me. and the codes almost finish. i better stop before i mess up everything again. hahaha. peace out! 

p/s: i should do this more often. it feels so good when u can write watever crossing your mind, and it even feels great when it's just u who understand it all :P