it was really a heavy week.

hey blog. da lame aku x post pape kat kau. hmm, sorry. last week was really a long week for me. :(
seriously. really bad. aku telah mengalami satu fasa kegelapan. dark ages pon x gelap mcm ape yang aku rase. huhu


i dont know where the hell this shitty emotion started. yang aku ingat, pagi isnin aku pegi class last week, aku mcm x bole focus gile dlm class. and aku mcm lost je setiap kali lecturer ckp. ish3. then aku balik rumah aku terus call mak. aku terus nanges. teruk gile. :'( 


i thought i had prepared emotionally and mentally before balik sydney arituh. but i was wrong. bile da freaking out mcm tu, baru la aku nk stress gile2. huhu. and time aku tgh system of a down tu. i was alone. :\ sebab aku tanak jadi spoiler bile depan kawan2 aku. ye la, dorang nak enjoy2 tapi aku buat muke emo. so it's better for me to have my own 'little me time' when i was feeking down tu. 


and paling tragis sekali, i tried to make my day and had fun bile tgh down2 tu but jadi lain. even worser than what i planned to do. aku try busy kan diri aku dgn activity yg bole buat aku occupied la. mcm baking ke, masak or main  squash. then pagi tu aku try buat kuih paw. tapi sbb kesilapan teknikal, kuih aku x fluffy seperti yg aku expect. isk3. tape, newbie. haha. and aku telah melemaskan kawan baek aku sendiri time tgh mandi manda kat coogee beach. , ema emily. sorry weh. i didnt meant to drown u. huhu. and sbb aku try sangat nk jadi happy that day, i ended up jadi hambar and lame bile borak dgn dorang. isk3. 


luckily, syaza, najwa, eliza and fazilah membantu dlm proses revival tu. thanks korang. and malu sangat on the phone sambil menangis mcm budk kecik. haha. sedu-sedan pulak tu. heee. thanks once again. ;)


now that i recovered from rehab, haha, aku da bole hidup dgn normal balik. cume aku demam2 sikit this week. weather x menentu sekarang. hari ni pon panas gile. kadang2 sejuk. system badan aku pon da x betul da. huhu. asyik tido awal je sbb pening and penat. huhu da 3 malam x on laptop sbb tido awal. email from group member pasal project pon x check. huhu. sorry.


ok la, yang da lepas tu da la. yang penting, bile kite sedih tu ingat la tuhan. depress mcmane pon ingat tuhan. tapi jgn la time sedih je ingat ok. :) 


have a nice day.